I wanna drive myself sane

by blue boredom

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You came to me in a dream last night
We were together for a moment, then I opened my eyes
I don't wanna wake up in this world if you're not in it
I'd rather stay in bed and fake it five more minutes

I thought I was doing alright
but I have this emptiness eating my insides
I can't make you feel what I'm feeling
I can't love myself and I can't stop you from leaving
I can't stop you from leaving

I wanna feel I'm enough for once
I wanna think I'm as good as you are
Good as you are

I still feel the touch of your hands
And it kills me to know it's never coming back
I wish I could be your friend but I just wanna kiss you
I wish I could stop thinking about how much I miss you
I wish I didn't miss you

I wanna feel I'm enough for once
I wanna think I'm as good as you are
Good as you are

It's infecting my brain
It's growing, the pain
And I thought this was going to last much longer
That we belonged together, but that's just my infatuation growing
Don't know which part of my brain is speaking
But I was trying my best, I wanted to look pretty
I wanted to be sane for you
But I guess I can't make that for anyone but me
I guess I can't expect you to like me when I can't even do it myself
I'm sorry to be rude, but I swear I'm trying my best

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released January 30, 2024
Written by Ana Regatero.
Recorded in Madrid, Spain.
Engineered and mixed by Alejandro Leiva.
Produced by Alejandro Leiva and Ana Regatero.
Mastered by Vacuum Mastering
Cover art by Noelia Díaz

Drums - Gonzalo Hoppichler
Bass - David Baldo
Guitar - Ana Regatero, Alejandro Leiva
Vocals - Ana Regatero

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