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Passive Aggress Me!

by blue boredom

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1.
Go swimming, go swimming! Live dancing, live singing! Your brother thinks you're alright, your father thinks you're alright, they're the only men in your life. Scream whatever you want go running, go running! Dream that you're a mermaid, everything's possible. It's so sweet and light: LIFE. (It just started a couple of years ago and I already (think I) know I'll be happy when the time comes.)
2.
Epitaph 03:08
It's hard to try not changing myself for you to like me when I don’t like myself. Your mouth is a cave of death but I still like your face. Your eyes signed the epitaph in my grave but I’d be glad if you came. Here’s to always talking about myself to no one And here’s the chorus: I am taking a vacation from you in hell I like to be alone, I like the heat as well You’re my favorite movie but your beauty is pain Here’s to first person of the singular and here comes the second verse: It's hard to be 100% when everyone is boring as hell. You say we’re too different but I think we’re the same, our egos are higher than the Empire State. Here’s to always falling in love with fucking losers and here comes the chorus again: I am taking a vacation from you in hell I’m better on my own, I like the heat aswell You’re my favorite movie but the plot is a mess here’s to first person of the singular and here comes the end of the song.
3.
Time goes by people move on and I’m still waiting But everything sucks As the smoke floats away I watch my life pass by Here I am waiting But nothing ever comes as the days go by I can’t seem to focus everything goes in front of my eyes and I can’t make it stop Time goes by people move on and I’m still waiting But everything just sucks! Another year, another song new people, same motion another one, another soul same old feelings, same old cough. Time goes by people move on and I’m still waiting But everything sucks.
4.
Baby let me hold you, let me take you by the hand let me show you all my city, let me take you to my secret place (we’ll dance) Stay up until late, I’ll listen to what you gotta say I can introduce you to my friends, let’s eat pizza at 6 A:M Cuz you’re the coolest guy that I’ve met people bore me, but you’re different (I swear, Oh yeah) We’re gonna be best friends We’re gonna play guitar and kiss I know that right now you’re on tour and your life is so much cool Probably you’ll never think of me babe, you’ve got all you need We’ll have fun everyday we’ll listen to Bon Iver We’ll lie in my bed all day We’ll be happy 4ever We’ll be cute as hell 2gether Cuz you’re the coolest guy that I’ve met people bore me, but you’re different (I swear, Oh yeah) We’re gonna be best friends We’re gonna play guitar and kiss
5.
Sometimes it feels fine to lay in bed all day and just don’t try And I can’t tell if I’m crying if I stay one hour down in the shower I’m in my comfort zone when I say that nothing is gonna work And it’s so cool to be a liar but I don’t wanna waste so much water Sometimes it’s not very fun to see myself in the mirror and think I’m fat and the clothes I like are expensive as fuck but giving money to slavery also sucks So let’s ban the straws protect the turtles and then take a nap And It’s a shame that there’s people dying but how am I gonna drink my chai tea latte??? Whatever it's fine if you stay with me when I’m sad so I don’t have to think too much W H A T E V E Rrrrrrr
6.
I feel you twisting around my stomach maybe I'm hungry, Maybe I'm in love I thought I was too old for this teenager stuff Is it that I'm crazy? cuz I see us together maybe I've been alone too long maybe I was waiting for you to come all this time along (Maybe I was waiting for you) Don't you ever think of that? would you like me like that? have you ever imagined us hanging around? is it just I'm a hopeless romantic? I wish that you/just give me a try Every time I spend some weeks without you I convince myself I'm alone just fine but when you smile, I can't help to smile back (I can't help it) I found myself feeling something blooming inside smiling absorbed in my own thoughts imagining us, while I'm on the bus Don't you ever think of that? would you like me like that? have you ever imagined us hanging around? is it just I'm a hopeless romantic? I wish that you/just give me a try
7.
Togetherless 02:01
Walk into the woods: I’ll follow Take me by the hand: I’ll follow Whisper to my ear: I’ll listen walk into the woods: I’ll be there Singing you a song with sorrow The piece of my soul you borrow Have it for yourself, I’m hollow It's for us to share, it's yours now. Silent songs, branchless trees: I’m sorry. Don’t have me alone like this: it’s cold now. Darkness close, the lines between us: they cut, they cut, they cut. Split up forever Your arms were my shelter.
8.
24h Daydream 04:57
Take me to the place I wanna be Take where I'll see you in my dreams How can I get to know you if I can't go climb your walls? Take me to the sea, I wanna go Under the stars, blindfolded by the dark Somewhere that is forgotten Take me to the place I wanna go Cursed by the sun, is it daylight, is it dawn? I don’t know how you got me what have you done? In a rabbit hole, cast some light into my soul I wanna know, what have you done? Take me to the place I wanna go Take me to the place I wanna be I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too I wish that you loved me so I could love myself too
9.
Burden 02:53
I know what you see and you know what I like You know that I got you stuck inside my mind Baby I can’t breathe, when you talk to me I’m a slow learner, give me some time baby cuz I got a burden, I got a burden I got a burden, I’m burning for you baby I got a burden baby it feels so heavy baby Strobe lights, seasick glance come with me to dance I cannot begin to tell you How I ache for it, I beg you You cast the spell, you can bring me to hell If you just blink an eye cuz I, I, I I got a burden, I got a burden I got a burden, I’m burning for you baby I got a burden baby it feels so heavy baby
10.
I feel like I’m 16 again, youth fades but I still hate myself Apathy’s eating me alive, I’m locked in my room but unlike other days, where I wanted to die I’m only comfortable with no one around But if you ask me, everything’s alright just leave me alone, It’s fine like that. I’m painting places I’m afraid to go to Dreaming about loving someone that’s not me Stressing over the mirror’s reflection With no one to help me relieve the tension I feel like the iron rust desperately seeking for someone to trust But don’t come too close, or I’ll cut your hand Just leave me alone, It’s fine like that.
11.
Sadness when I’m at a party alone Sadness when I’m without you at home I’ve tried to stay here, but I’m starting to think Saturn is cheaper and cooler in spring Baby I don’t know what’s right or wrong, I’m an astronaut!! the earth has food and cool animals but I’d rather watch it from my spacecraft. You never tried to reach me while I was on Mars I didn’t get any messages or calls You couldn’t care less when I left to Japan I would have brought you things but you forgot to ask The people in here are ruining my thoughts they try to look cool while they’re drowning in mud I’ve tried to help them, but I couldn’t do much they keep saying that I’m not good enough Baby, I don’t care what’s in your phone, I’m an astronaut!!!! Nothing is serious in this kingdom unless it’s posted on a social network You never tried to reach me while I was on Mars I didn’t get any messages or calls You couldn’t care less when I left to Japan I would have brought you things but you forgot to ask I am an astronaut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
12.
So long, my friend we’ve been to many places Bye bye, again I’ve never been so helpless The sky would change but it’s never getting better So long, my friend I’ve never been so scared And I am a mess but aren’t we all there? and it hurts to think that I’ll never see your face and I am so rotten inside, I hope is just my age  It’s been long, since then I’ve been to many places But I won’t forget  you were my lovely answer and I’m still a mess but aren’t we all there?  and it hurts to think that I’ll never be your friend and I am so lonely and tired I hope it’s just a phase but you held me with so much tenderness,  I felt alive again. 
13.
I feel the fear running through my body I’m just scared, I don’t wanna be lonely turning heads while in the subway sad eyed girl, staring to nothing hold my bleeding arms I’m not prepared for what they call life I don’t want you to die I don’t wanna lose you mum but I know I’m not special I’m just like everyone I’ll get old and have a job I’ll see how my dreams crush to the ground but what is life without love and the feeling of being lost I’ll see my friends leaving home and getting married Wake up, early morning another day feeling sorry Pay attention in college take your pills and have a boyfriend. Hold my cold hands I’m not prepared for adult life I don’t wanna leave my house I don’t wanna lose you dad but I know I’m not special. I’m just like everyone I’ll end up liking my job and I’ll forget how it was to be young and thirsty Marry someone you love watch it all turn to dust wait ‘till you end up hating each other

about

This album is about having huge expectations in life and people and eventually getting crushed by the harsh, boring reality.

Special thanks to:
-My amazingly cool and supportive family (dogs included, obviously)
-My friends
-All the women that inspire and empower me
-Ariana Grande for Thank u, next
-Bill Murray and Joaquin Phoenix
-Will Toledo for his lyrics
-Courtney Barnett for being the best ever
-All the ppl who believed in me and helped me: Everyone who added a piece to this album, from instruments to cover art.

This album is for all the lonely and happy people out there.

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released January 13, 2019

All songs written and recorded by Ana Regatero
Mix by Ana and Alberto Echevarría
Master by Alberto Echevarría

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